I did it.

Sadly however, I got his voicemail.

Happily, I didn’t sound like a retard when I left a message, asking him to call me back.

I feel a lot better that I’ve done this, but I’m sure that in 5 minutes I’ll be back to panicking and stressing over when he calls back, and how THAT conversation will go.

Gawd, I’m so ashamed of my behaviour!