I feel like whining today.

I woke up last night with nightmares which upsets me because the whole reason I take special pills at night is to stop the nightmares and help me sleep.

Then I overslept.

Then I put my nice new shirt on and realized I look like a pregnant whale. I can’t believe it–I think I’m getting fatter again :S I even had my shapewear on underneath and I seriously looked pregnant if I put my hand in the right place. WTF?

On the way to work I couldn’t see anything because I had something stuck in my eye THE WHOLE WAY. I risked infection by prodding at my eye with unclean fingers in a public place trying to get whatever it was out. No luck.

Finally got to work, discovered it was some weird clothing fibre IN MY EYE (I freaked) and proceeded to try and touch my eye with my finger to get it out. It threw me back to when I used to wear contacts and I remembered touching your iris hurts!

Now all the girls around me (who enjoy excluding me from things now even though I thought we were friends not long ago) are nattering on about how my old boss who moved back to Australia just sent them all beautiful invitations to his wedding. Do you think I got invited? A big fat NO. He was my boss (albeit for a short while), he hired me and I knew his finace too. And now I’m totally overlooked, even just for the pleasantry of receiving an invite.

I’m feeling pretty dejected, and generally unwell on top of everything.

This is not a good day so far.